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2:48 p.m. - 2002-08-07
�With a jet back strapped to your back, ready to go� Cool breezy summer morning Red sun peeking to the right Purple clouds rimed in light Sixty in fourth gear Windows down, sunroof back Melancholy whips away Like a loose candy wrapper Please excuse the above rambling that some might mistake for poetry. T�was just the best way to describe my morning. A morning that I thought was worth describing. It also serves to explain my current shift in emotions. It�s not to say I am completely out of my funk, I�m just handling it differently now, changed my perspective shall we say. That�s what happens when you get slapped around enough� some slapping by others most though, done by your own hand. Also thanks to a wave of Dland love� (veralynn, dana, Marla, neurotictim, ella & omorfia). I�m doing better. At least I�m pretty sure I am. EBF No, I haven�t written that letter yet. But I will� still thinking what I want to say / ask / to know / hear�.. But I have heard to ad nauseam �get over it� to which I have replied incorrectly �I can�t� � When really I should have said �I�m trying� . It�s been what? A year and a half now� wow� yeah I really should get over it shouldn�t I? I think the letter will help though� So remember this? Well in preparation of writing said letter, I went back to the profile� you know just to see. And low and behold she had written four entries in May of this year. Whoa! Well, she only hinted at me a little but did give me insight to her life etc� apparently she�s doing pretty good. And that�s pretty good to hear. It also certainly seems as if she reads this time to time (thus somewhat negating the need for a letter, but I suppose formality does have it�s place). I�m really curious to know how she stumbled upon this in the first place. What she thinks of this all. NM So like, I�m going to be leaving you all� well just for a week. Going out west! Yes indeedy. Going to go visit family in New Mexico from Friday till Friday. I am soo in love with that area / with that scenery. When I was a youngn I used to dream / draw of those distant mountain ranges, they were a muse to me. I�ll be gone a week, I hope to find some internet connection at some point but can�t promise nothing. Tis my plan to do a lot of exploring and to take a lot of pictures with intermittent reading and writing. Today�s Lessons -A hard enough wind blowing the right direction can and will blow the cover off the hot tub. -Melancholy is a sleeping aide. -Rent the lord of rings DVD that�s out now� Buy the 4 disc set that comes out in November. -Two weeks of semi strict �eating better� can allow Fritz to fit into his old 32 jeans fairly comfortably. -Big Red�s (the gum) flavor last considerably long than it used to. -Cutting your grass is like getting you hair cut in respect to esteem boosting potential. -On a day as gorgeous as this one any excuse to run errands during work will do. -Big White Puffy �August� Clouds are some of the happiest objects I know. Take Care all, -Fritz It�s been cool - 2005-05-18 If you happen to have a surplus of funds, please feel free to buy something for little old me off my Wish list. You will earn my undying love and gratitude. ;) |
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