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5:39 p.m. - 2002-08-26
This weekend sucked This weekend sucked. I pretty much knew it was going to from the get go. But I had thought there were slim glimmers of hope spread through. However, the glimmers were tarnished. It wasn�t that this weekend was bad per say� It just wasn�t what I needed. Correction it wasn�t what I wanted. At this point in life, weekends are a precious commodity. And after the uber long hell week of last� this weekend had some pretty strong demands. Fri night I wanted to be comforted� I was alone. In the morning I needed to work on the chair and see my nephew. I wanted to sleep. Sat night I wanted to have some good quality hang time with Maroon� but instead a long drawn out emotional (but not angry) discussion with Silver was apparently needed. (I sooo apologize to Maroon who was quite a trooper during it all.) Sunday night I wanted massive emotional comfort but by then Sleep had crossed from �want� into severe-need and I was in bed by 5pm. Blah Blah Blah It�s funny in that sucky ironic sort of way� In dealing with all these issues surrounding Purple and dragging out all these emotions from that closet for cleaning and dealing with, I�m pushing away what I need the most. My friends. The warm cozy comfort of my friends. The emotional washout of if this is either directly or indirectly affecting them all. Maybe this wasn�t the best idea� I mean it was for all of their sake to begin with� Or perhaps that�s it� perhaps the pushing away of all is for their sake� On a happier note loves and hugs go out to, Bluering, stonebridge, Abs, gingerbug, Nicole & Marla for their guestbook love. Plus profuse amounts of gratitude to garne041 for listing me as a fav. I feel honored. Please note though this recent case of melonchony shit is NOT typical of me� please just bear with it for awhile� it�ll get better.. fuck! I sure hope it does� Take care all -Fritz It�s been cool - 2005-05-18 If you happen to have a surplus of funds, please feel free to buy something for little old me off my Wish list. You will earn my undying love and gratitude. ;) |
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