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9:01 a.m. - 2003-01-29
On the Road to Hermitville You may or may not have notice I have been a bit / tad unsocial recently. If you have happen to noticed, let me assure you, it�s me not you. Heh how about that for a clich�d oft� misrepresented saying. But really, all these issues I�ve been dealing with have the direct affect of making me truly question whether I�m a good thing for people�. Now wait I know that sounds bad but I�m working on it and getting better. Getting hope etc.. it�s just that it makes me want to shy away from social situations. I know this not particularly healthy.. and I am trying. I ventured out to Lone Star with the group last night� but immediately felt alone etc� and it�s not like the bunch could have done anything to change that� I would have shy-ed away from any attempt to include me in conversation and the like. It�s also why I haven�t been online (AIM n yahoo) much if at all recently� I just haven�t felt like it� But I do have hope that given a little time I will start to feel� surer of myself. That I will be able to find a smidgen of confidence that I, true me, can be a good thing and be accepted by people, albeit a select few�. But also strong enough to be less impacted/ devastated by those who choose not to. In summary, I�m sorry, I�m getting there, I�m doing my best� Today�s Lessons -It�s not just a mac it�s a political statement. Take care, -Fritz It�s been cool - 2005-05-18 If you happen to have a surplus of funds, please feel free to buy something for little old me off my Wish list. You will earn my undying love and gratitude. ;) |
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