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5:29 p.m. - 2003-04-01
A/B Types I had a sorta �duh� realization yesterday. One of those things I wouldn�t even bother telling my friends, cause they�d just look at me cocked-eyed and go � you�re just figuring out that now?�. But I think it�s still entry-worthy. As you may or may not have known I was a Psych major in college. (Explains so much and so little, doesn�t?). And part of being a Psych major is being the subject of personality test after personality test. Well, one of the few insights I ever gained from these repeated tests was the good influence college was having on me. Cause, I had gone from a type �A� personality to a type �B�. For those non-psych majors I�ll explain: Type �A� personality = Anal-Retentive Worry Wart, Destined to die of a heart attack by age 35. Type �B� personality = Frisbee Golf Playing Hippy, Destined to � Who Knows? / Who Cares? It�s All Good Yo.� So yeah, college had really chilled me out. I was laid back / chill / just cruising. It felt good� I had known I was a bit of wreck back in highschool� nothing major but I knew I took things more seriously than I should and deep down hoped that somehow I�d get to the point where I�d be able to just chill out. So during college when I started to get statistically significant support that I was infact chilling out, I was more than relived. I felt� well�, I felt accomplished. I had achieved that inner peace / that inner strength needed to be laid back. My recent realiztion�.? It�s soooo Fucking Gone. I�m back to Type �A� hardcore yo. And yes, it sucks. I�m not sure it was real-life bitch slapping me, or the EBF / Purple ordeals of the heart or dwindling numbers of close friends� probably a combo meal of them all. And I have even less of a clue how to get back to �B�, only that I do know, I�d like too. Take care, -Fritz It�s been cool - 2005-05-18 If you happen to have a surplus of funds, please feel free to buy something for little old me off my Wish list. You will earn my undying love and gratitude. ;) |
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